The delightful practice of rereading.

About a year ago, if we were in the middle of a conversation about books and our current reading life and you asked me if I was in the habit of rereading books, I probably would have thought that was a ridiculous question. Why would I ever want to reread a book, when there are so many books to read? This is a complete waste of time. In the past year, I have been persuaded otherwise. Now, I must say that not all books are created alike and some books are definitely not worth reading a second time. I would even venture to say that there are some books not even worth finishing. On the other side of that argument, there are many books worth rereading to discover the treasure you may have missed.

CS Lewis is probably one of my all time favorite authors. His thought provoking books will lead you on a journey into the world of literature he has created. The “Chronicles of Narnia” are an example of a book series that is worth rereading. The first time I was introduced to the world of Narnia, I was a child and I took considerable delight in the story that was set before me. Children enjoy the “Chronicles of Narnia” simply because its an amazing story. They are perhaps unaware of the deeper meaning embedded in the series, which you might see as an adult. CS Lewis once said “No book is worth reading at the age of ten which is not equally-and often far more-worth reading at the age of fifty and beyond.”

I started rereading the “Chronicles of Narnia” as a read aloud to my children. I am now convinced that everyone as an adult not just children should read the “Narnia” series. I loved the series as a child, but I loved it more as an adult. As a child, I enjoyed the story, but the deeper meaning of the text that the author was trying to convey went over my head. For example, there is this scene from the second book in the series called “Prince Caspian”. One of the main characters named Lucy and a lion named Aslan who is the King of the Kingdom are having a conversation. Lucy observes that Aslan has gotten bigger since the last time she saw him. Aslan’s response is “…every year you will grow, you will find me bigger”. I was sitting there reading this passage to my children and the meaning of this conversation caught me off guard as an adult. Aslan is allegorically a picture of Christ. As I grow in Christ, God becomes bigger in my life. As I understand who God is and what He is like, I understand more and more that He is the author of the impossible becoming possible. Reading this passage as a child did not have the same impact on me as an adult. I was slowly being persuaded that rereading might not be the waste of time I thought it to be.

I have recently joined a bookclub in the hope that it would help me expand my reading life. I am a creature of habit and reading the same type of books is a comfortable and easy place I don’t want to leave. The word “change” is a word I try to avoid instead of embrace. That being said, I knew I wanted to expand my reading life and a book club seemed like a motivating road to take. This month we read “Pride and Prejudice” by Jane Austen. This was my third reading of “Pride and Prejudice”. I enjoyed the book even more the third time, compared to previous readings. When you reread a book, you are able to slow down and see observations that you might have missed before, because you are already familiar with the storyline.

There were some observations that I noticed in reading “Pride and Prejudice” that I hadn’t in previous reads. What stood out to me was the pride and prejudice of Elizabeth Bennet. She had always appeared to be the heroine in my mind with very little flaws. This time however, I noticed how she seemed to have a prejudice against the women that surrounded her. Elizabeth Bennet’s character is quite harsh on the women in her life. Her observations of their behavior leads you to see Elizabeth thinking she is better than the people that surround her. On previous reads, I had always thought the title reflected Elizabeth Bennet to having the “Pride” and Mr. Darcy having the “Prejudice”. This time I noticed that the title actually reflects many of the characters having both pride and prejudice throughout the entire novel. I realized that perhaps Jane Austen might have meant a broader meaning in the use of her title. This was only one of the many new observations that captured my attention. “Pride and Prejudice” was definitely worth rereading.

My final example is a recent short novella that I read by Fredrik Backman called “And Every Morning The Way Home Gets Longer and Longer”. The first time I read this book, I thought it was a pleasing story, but I didn’t quite understand the plot line. I decided to read it a second time due to the author’s poetic style of writing with this novella. The first time, I had rushed through, wanting to know what happened in the story. I decided I needed to slow down to perhaps capture more of the message that the author was trying to convey. I am so glad I made the decision to slow down. Slowing down was necessary with this particular book to understand the beauty of what Fredrick Backman was writing. After the second time of reading this novella, I thought it was a touching and beautiful story worth reading.

Rereading great books is a delightful practice that I have now incorporated into my reading life. There are some books worth taking your time to read again. Rereading allows us to slow down and see perhaps things we might have missed on the first time around. I think C.S. Lewis gives us a thoughtful perspective on rereading in the following quote:

“We do not enjoy a story fully at the first reading. Not till the curiosity, the sheer narrative lust, has been given its sop and laid asleep, are we at leisure to savor the real beauties.”- C.S. Lewis

What are your favorite books that you have reread?

Do you think rereading is a waste of time or do you enjoy it as part of your reading life?

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Book Review: “And Every Morning The Way Home Gets Longer and Longer” by Fredrik Backman

“My memories are running away from me, my love, like when you try to separate oil and water. I’m constantly reading a book with a missing page and it’s always the most important one.” (Fredrik Backman-“And Every Morning The Way Home Gets Longer and Longer”)

Synopsis:

This is a story of a Grandpa struggling to hold onto his memories and not forget those he loves. This is a story of a relationship between a grandpa and his grandson, and a dad and his son. They wrestle with the reality of having to say goodbye. Its a moving story about cherishing the moments you have with the ones you love. Being there to walk by their side until its time to say goodbye.

My Thoughts:

Fredrik Backman is a thought provoking author who takes you on a journey with his writing that allows you to become a part of his character’s world. I actually read this book twice because the first time, I was eager to see what happened, so I rushed through until the end. I decided to read it a second time at a slower pace. The first time I read it, I thought it was pleasing story, but I didn’t quite understand the entire plot line. Fredrik Backman writes in almost a poetic way with this novella. It is necessary to slow down to see the beauty in what he has written.

The second time I read this novella was an entirely different experience. I was able to comprehend the emotion and the beauty of the relationships between the Grandpa and his grandson. I had a front row seat to the struggle the Grandpa was experiencing as little by little, he was losing his memory. Alzheimer’s disease is an unfortunate reality for many elderly people in today’s society. Fredrik Backman gives perhaps a glimpse of insight into what a person might be going through as they fight the disease. He also did a beautiful job of showing what it meant to walk by someone’s side as they watch their loved one struggle with this disease. In the beginning of the book there is an author’s note where he states,

“This is a story about memories and about letting go. It’s a love letter and a slow farewell between a man and his grandson, and between a dad and his boy. I never meant for you to read it, to be quite honest. I wrote it just because I was trying to sort out my own thoughts, and I’m the kind of person who needs to see what I’m thinking on paper to make sense of it. But it turned into a small tale of how I’m dealing with slowly losing the greatest minds I know, about missing someone who is still here and how I wanted to explain it all to my children. I’m letting it go now, for what it’s worth” (Fredrik Backman)

Recommended For:

Fans of Fredrik Backman and those who love thought provoking writing that might give you insight into the world that surrounds us.